“Uncensored” 04.26.12
Its been a long time since I jumped on this tumblr and posted anything but yesterday i posted that DON TRIP, something every real nigga need to listen to. Speakin of real niggas, i figured such a great place to start. First and foremost, its not too many of US. period. I told my nigga Huddy (uptown) aye bruh, “its some cool niggas, and its some chill niggas…. but there is VERY VERY FEW real niggas. And thats something I had to jus come to the conclusion wit and deal wit. Meanwhile i’ll jus give a special fuck you to all them lame fake niggas. All them niggas who say they beefin wit me better mind they business cuz if it aint my life you want, what are your words worth? ………..Meanwhile back to important things that really matter. Im on a whole different level than i ever been at before in my life. And most of it has to do with responsibility. When my back was against the wall, and i felt like all I had was me. I kept grindin and Kept prayin, and that storm passed over and im fucking glad. Like no bullshit, I feel better, I am better. Now im all hellbent on gettin paid but im tryna regulate it but im only human…….My music is coming together all over again, i guess ill put it here for those to read it i plan to release “BEHIND THE SCENES II” before I release my ALBUM “THE NEXT EPISODE.” Puttin alot of work in, living my life and jus writing about it. Im assembling my team and get ready to put in work and leave a legacy. Anybody who is wit me in this needs to know off top, I’m Romelis and my Primary Focus is Romelis and Whats Important to Romelis. So if I seem selfish, I was first born child, get over it. Its all for the greater good in the end. I wanna see everybody shine that was wit me from the beginning, Im never gon leave niggas behind and go get money and share light wit some random niggas i just met. MY NIGGAS doe. Its certain niggas that know who they are. And how i carry it wit you now its how i carry wit you forever. I know where Im going and i dont need no extra baggage………Anyhow in 2 weeks ill finally go to Louisiana to see my family. On mothers day weekend, how convenient that Im actually able to do it on short notice like I should be. Its crazy that when you and control and all you worried about is your HAPPINESS. how things fall in to place. I did a song yesterday wit my cousin Ryan O for the first time. It was good feeling, me and my lil cousin had fun doin what we love. I thought to myself yesterday man, if this shit work out like we planned our fathers gon be proud of us. All they ever want is for us to be smart and free, and paid so we aint gotta take they bread. Its real out here, and some people dont seem to understand that. My lil brother turnin 14 next week and i feel like I may not be a Role Model type. But I bet i can be the best big brother i allow myself to be. I realized that my happiness isnt all about me. Its about where I stand with myself and my people. I love them and im tired of seein struggle and pain and poverty and all that dumb ass ignorance. My lil sister jus turned 11 and she tryna get grown but not tryna get right so thats another mission. I cant do everything but im do all I can….
Anyway, im chillin in my skin not focused on that lame shit you bammas be on. I got real plans and real issues and i dont have that much time to entertain much that doesnt pertain to my HAPPINESS. To all my family and extended family I got much love to give, and my advice and lets get paid and be happy and NEVER SETTLE.
and for those who care. It’s “Say Suttin Records” (The Real Nigga Campaign)
Uncensored (03.04.12)
yo i havent been on tumblr in a minute. sometimes i get high and jump on this shit. thats when its best. anyhow i been real busy wit school and music of course. jus got a job too so of course thats more money. i got big plans that are coming to fruition. The “Let My People Go” video will finally be complete real soon, Long story short i helped lay it out myself. Last night, Od, Relly and Myself perform music from our solo projects at Koko’s release party. It was a nice night in the burg for a change. It was chill nobody was actin funny it was jus some chill shit. Today Mello had the video shoot for “Flat Heem” wit Meatchi. Him and Gleesh some funny ass people. But we had fun out there too , most fun i’ve had in sunday in a while. but anyhow that weekend was a rather productive weekend everybody supporting eachother in what we do. Alot of people are getting older and learning to be effective. Anyway im on a paper chase and nothings stoppin me from reaching my goals but myself. Im going back to the drawing board tis week to figure out my next moves. We should be real live for the summer wherever we go. I jus see big things in the future, as I always have but at the same time I gotta take this one day at a time. I got news that I’ll be performing In D.C. MARCH 18TH to open up a show for “Alley Boy” should be a fun experience. I’ve never opened up for anybody before but ill take it as another perfomance but more of an opportunity to go prepared. Meanwhile “The Next Episode” album is still coming Im just taking my sweet time. Oh yeah theres this girl, but more will come about her in due time. but shes exist and shes rather interesting.
Uncensored (Valentines Day 12)
Today some people are ecstatic for the gifts the quality time and so forth. I dont have any of that in any form of fashion. Im alone in the actual world, but I dont feel lonely. I have to make some changes and I guess the first step to making them are identifying them. I think i’ve identified them enough in my previous entries. I jus realized that this life thing is easier said than done, and you might not even be done with your plans when God calls. Ive made myself completely on edge and unhappy trying to compromise. I see why certain people turn selfish. My personality jus becomes carefree. Its crazy at this age you think you kno who you are. But I realized on a daily basis I continue to discover who I am. I wanna show the world who I am through other outlets than music. But it seems that when all else fails im a rapper. Something Ive always been and I may never quit. Anyway, off of my disclaimer I know its unfair to want, but i jus wanna fast forward and find out who am i going to end up with and what my child is going to look like. Thats that impatient mindset , i havent even met her yet. Iunno , i guess asking for that is askin to become a product of my environment. Everybody around me is having kids or gettin married or some odd crazy thing of that nature. Shit im not even 25 i havent done anything I plan on doin. I jus know with one i may have to give up the other as far as focus goes. End of the day, jus like anybody else I dont wanna be alone but at the same time I dont wanna settle for a companion that I gotta act like a parent 24-7. I prefer her to be as smart or smarter than me. I can’t tolerate girls that are stupid, but they usually are the ones who are the most attractive. So hey Smart Attractive Woman, Im Looking for you warning though I go thru phases just like every other person in the world. And Im not perfect, but Ill have you feelin like I am…